Complex PTSD Testimonial
I am sharing the following client testimonial that marks our year of working together to bring awareness regarding Complex PTSD (CPTSD) and Tension Myositis/Myoneural Syndrome (TMS).
Regardless of how well known or accepted either of these terms or labels are to any audience, the point is that there is indeed a harsh reality plaguing others daily. My role is agnostic to labels. My role is offer options to help improve the daily reality of those suffering.
The hardest work any of us does is on ourselves. When we have the courage to do such work, practitioners continually are humbled by the strength and unwavering courage of our clients. The terror and trauma suffered, and the infinite ways in which such manifests must compel us to act with urgency, compassion, and humility.
Although suffering may not be visible or measurable via some expected standard means, that does not negate the terror of its reality. Most of us have a myopic view of what the human experience can be, but as our own personal experience broadens from loss, grief, pain, and suffering of many kinds, we then extend greater empathy to others on broader terms.
However, what is not seen, measured, or yet understood is even more real to those suffering in an unrecognized prison of duality. This prison of duality is both the prison of the suffering endured and the prison imposed by others’ arrogance demanding that there be a label or recognized metric to justify and validate such suffering exists.
To open oneself up to understand, be vulnerable, and to perhaps harness that which is not accepted and not seen, carves facets of humanity into our souls as felt by others. Then we begin to realize how we are mirrors or personifications of all others in a shared humanity. Although this may sound lofty and devoid of practical application, I assure you that practical application is indeed my passion!
“I first met Maryann during my first scheduled holistic health reading on March 6, 2019. What had unfolded during that short amount of time between March 6, 2019 and May 18, 2019 is captured in my video interview as posted on Maryann’s website. In short, Maryann relayed information to me that she would have had no way of knowing. More importantly, the energy work done on March 7, 2019, the day after the first reading, alleviated significant debilitating pain that I had been living with for over a decade. I had been dependent on a wheelchair for long excursions, and I could not perform basic movements without pain in my legs and hips. In short, I lived with chronic pain.
Since May 18, 2019, when the video for Maryann’s website had been done, additional events unfolded that were increasingly remarkable. To me, yes, in some instances, they were truly miraculous. Having been trained in the sciences as a biologist, I have the traditional credible credentials valued by society. However, my physical manifestations and results after Maryann’s sessions were far from traditional. My journey to determine root causes and unlock painful memories so that I could be freed from layers of buried trauma, now manifesting via my body in many varying ways, required me to do my hardest work of looking into those deep and often dark places within, and required working with Maryann, who is a most exceptional Medium and Energy Worker. My Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C PTSD) and/or Tension Myositis/Myoneural Syndrome (TMS) manifested in many ways.
As sources of trauma were surfacing, other manifestations including nausea, medically-unexplained histamine reactions (severe rashes/itching), and additional pain associated with specific areas of my body presented. One such event involved such intense, burning pain that I could not move my shoulders, arms, and hands. On a scale of 1 to 10, with 10 being the worst, I rated my pain a 12.5! Via a remote session with Maryann, in working with her team of spiritual guides, Archangels, etc. from the Divine realm; and application of multiple modalities, my pain level reduced to a 2.
As encouraged by Maryann, I first try to work through whatever the manifestation is. Maryann’s goal is to have an exit strategy for every client so that she helps them learn how to identify and apply tools and techniques for ultimate independence. This is the hallmark of a true professional who wants the client to become so well that he/she, as the practitioner, is not needed anymore. While other practitioners may string clients/patients along to draw out the time needed for multiple appointments, Maryann tries to accomplish as much as possible per session and narrates in detail to help the client understand how to most fully participate in each session so that ultimately, the client becomes not only well but increasingly independent.
As humans, our psyche and bodies are masterful at disguising the true traumatic root causes of varying physical manifestations. This is where Maryann accelerates the process by being able to associate what the traumatic event or traumatic series was that is triggering whatever the manifestation is in forms of pain, nausea, rash, swelling, etc. Moreover, she then knows how to craft a powerful EFT script that is akin to a laser in pin-pointing the trauma to identify its root cause, surface it, and evict it. Maryann’s application of Scalar Wave is equally unique per client and per root cause to specifically address the manifestation.
Sometimes, my pain is not caused by a past traumatic event and is instead caused by an accident. An example is that I had smashed my left rib cage into a door jam. While there were no fractures, most who have hurt their ribs, know how painful that is given all of the intercostal nerves (nerves going between each rib and innervating the pleura sac surrounding each lung). Thus, the most minor movement and even breathing are painful. Again, at the end of a remote session with Maryann, I was able to breath without pain and my range of motion without pain was markedly improved.
It’s absolutely a metaphysical experience in how Maryann can identify, in such detail, what I am feeling; how I am feeling the manifestation; and exactly where I am feeling the manifestation (pain, nausea, swelling, itch, etc.). The metaphysical results far escape the confines of the human brain as what we were taught to be possible or not possible is blown away by, not only the potential, but by the actual results.
To those who choose to doubt and dismiss that which is not yet mainstream, I respect that as I was once too only a believer in what was mainstream. I will also tell you too that when you are suffering so much for so long, you may well become more open to a much greater potential that surpasses human logic and intellect. When you 1) are truly willing to do your own hard work from within those deep dark places, 2) open up to vast possibilities of potential well beyond the capabilities of the most advanced human intellect, and 3) are willing to truly participate and take an active role in your own healing, then I suggest you consider working with a practitioner such as Maryann so you can experience a healing and inner peace beyond words.
Navigating this complex network of trauma stored in many fragments and cells, as the body does indeed not forget what has happened, and dealing with unexpected manifestations resulting from root causes and triggers that are unknown, at the time, requires a practitioner like Maryann with experience, prowess, perseverance, dedication, compassion, and ethics. Complex PTSD results from years or decades of trauma; our veterans know far too well what PTSD is like from their military service and associated trauma; and many others suffer from Tension Myositis/Myoneural Syndrome (TMS). My hope is that others suffering will find not only relief as I am finding but will also be empowered as I am via a practitioner like Maryann Kelly, of Intuitive Services Insight®.”